Havent updated in like forever but ive been mad lazy...well finally summer has arrived and school is out. surprisingly im not as happy as i thought i would b about school being out, and so far the summer has been boring, uneventful, and filled with crappy weather. im putting off my summer homework jus like i figured id wind up doin and i miss my closest friends because we've only gotten to hang out in groups 2 times so far this summer and one of those times was for a goin away party for a long time friend who moved. my friendships r kinda non existant atm, it seems and everyone is busy going to camps or other trips so i havent even talked to them too much. on the plus side my relationship life has gotten better again now that im once again dating my gf, im hoping this time things will go a lil smoother and hopfully we'll b able to hang out more, but so far it doesnt seem like we'll ever get to hang out ...mayb in 20 years if we're lucky -.- long distance relationships suck!! at least when december comes around ill b getting my permit so by next summer i can b driving myself up to her place, that is if she stays in the state next summer!! shes jus as bad as most of my friends, going on trips everywhere and spending any other free time at a summer house. well summer better start feeling like summer soon or i dun think i could ever call this a vacation. i want sun, warm weather, swimming, and time with my friends and gf! i dont think thats too much to ask for, is it?